After much crying and thots..ii realised what are friends!! can u imagine it took me so long to realise WAT ARE FRIENDS..\
i HAD important ones but some THREW aside lyk i am some rubbish
some jus left me alone and i ended a LONER all by myself..Cried so hard but i didnt knw the answer wanted someone there and support me but no one was there..Its is a sad WORLD..thats wad i thot wen in reality there are many friends by my side supporting me but i couldnt reach out my hand to GRAB it..i missed it and fell..
ONLY true friends will reach out more to grab my hand even thou i am fallin'..they are friends that will nvr give up on me..
IMPORTANT friends left me for other friends and all i could do was cry can u imagine how STUPID i am to cry over these things but i did..no matter how many times i cry..it NEVER helps!!if only i wasnt in any mess..if only the world was filled with true friends..i guess everyone wouldnt suffer so much..

so amny things to say..but i cant say it out..its stuck at my throat..anyways on the lighter side of things..i am now at WANSHING'S house..and QIANLING came over to my place jus now..waiting for WANSHING too bath..long man..but nvm..huhu-_-
tomoro EXCITING day man..hahas^^ cant wait..YAY^^

PLease tell me if i did something wrong..we are friends..i cant stand the thot of you avoiding me..wad haf i done wrong..i shouted to YINGHAO that i wanted to confront you and i did but SMSing you but you nvr did reply and i knew dat will happen..but i haf decided wen u are ready to tell me..PLEASE tell and solve this its weird not having you around anymore..to:a friend

JaaNee
With LOve BirdAH:]i love WANTING.QIANLING.IRIS.WANSHING.SHUYI.SYAZA!!